A lifelong battle pursues the tormented, refusing to assuage the heart and soul where a relationship splintered beyond repair offers cruel hopelessness.
Eternally standing outside and looking in to what she misses the most yet unwilling to forgive the hurt done to her, by those meant to protect her.
Her heart, seemingly encased in layers of steel acts to insure against all future pain while blocking her off from the family she needs.
She survives her fragmented new life alone allowing her anger to act as a reminder of what she has already lost, incapable of remembering who she was before the betrayal.
Caught in the eternal wave of fight or flight to save herself once more, she screams for help to help her heal what is broken inside.